Do you ever read a blog and think, "How the heck does she do it?"
She seems...
organized
to always have the perfect manicure
as though she's wearing something new from J.Crew every freakin' day
like she balances a fantastic career with a personal life (and time for blogging?!)
to still find "free time" to read several books
to have a personal photographer follow her everywhere she goes
I don't know if it is because of the mini-blogging break I just took...but I feel the need to share a few personal insights into this misguided view of the women we get to know online.
So...I started Marionberry Style as a hobby. I needed something new + fun to help me explore my creative side that I let wither upon leaving the event planning industry. But let's be honest, I am far from perfect.
I was born with a little chip implanted somewhere inside of me that won't allow me to settle for anything less than 100% effort all.the.time. This was great when I played sports in college...but not so great when the realities of life begin to pile up and you find yourself sinking under everyday expectations + pressures. I don't know about you...but I put more pressure on myself than what might be considered healthy. Pressure in everything from my work to my marriage to my friendships...and let's be honest...this blog.
Which is why I feel the need to share that I acknowledge that bloggers can present a perfect, rosy image with every post. I am not trying to pretend something I'm not...which is why I want to make sure I'm always honest with you.
So know that at this very moment, if you were to look up "hot mess" in the dictionary, you would likely find a photo of yours truly smiling back!
Yes, right now I am so...
disorganized
hiding my nails at work because my manicure is chipping (badly!)
frustrated because I don't fit into anything from J.Crew right now
grateful to have my career and a loving husband (but what is a personal life and how do I get one?)
re-reading the same chapter of the same book five times because I keep falling asleep
forgetful when it comes to taking my own photos
So I'm curious...can YOU relate to this post? Or is this just a "Marion thing"? :)
And just so you all know...I am excited to return to normal blogging next week (including Friday's Moments of the Week) and reconnect with all of you! Thank you so much for not deserting me during my little break. I appreciate it more than you know.
And just so you all know...I am excited to return to normal blogging next week (including Friday's Moments of the Week) and reconnect with all of you! Thank you so much for not deserting me during my little break. I appreciate it more than you know.
xo - Marion
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image credit: Scent of Obsession
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